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the dead

- commonly referred to as RYJJ / DAARREELL
- currently supporter of squid gummy bear nuke-ist yoshii =D
- extremely rAndoM/lame
- purely emo (trying to at least)
- hoping for death a.s.a.p (preferably suicide)
- uncorrupt currently

last words

- I REGRET NOTHING. -

prayers



not giving the link

mourners (nah, not really)

1m'o8
colin
edmund
ming kit
wei liang

pcps 6a'o7
josh
gary
shawn

uncatergorized
irwin

nP
nicholas chng
gao yi ming
shawn lim
valen lim
aloy
randy
weng shern
rain
(corrupted)
wen wei
sheng jie
ting yit
hongliang
terence

flashbacks

January 2009
February 2009
March 2009

chants

Monday, March 23, 2009

here to moan about free labour now
2nd time in 3 days
pissing me off as much
cleaning stuff we dun use now
wasting time 3hrs on 2 rooms
dun give any excuse that its service to dunno wat organization stuff
n i discovered being a i/c sux
gd job back up NCOs...

XXX days to 2010

10:13 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

dun really think blogging helps wif anthing
but its tempting
esp after gala dinner
so i left 4 brainy (3 x marathon)
can't spell
but aniwae feeling pretty much tired
n emo coz of homework i did not do or simply forgot about
hated the lame sales
hated lame primary school ppl there
hated the equally lame MC
btw pcps won 2nd place for primary cat.
still
comp started pretty much soon
but i didn't it would last 40 min+ 4 us
word aerobics sucked
sudoku made us seem like clowns?
practically onli team standing
really tough
but kudos to wei liang n colin =D
in the end got 6th out of the 6 teams..........................that finished the tasks
haha
mr rong said that
hey we're onli sec 2s
rest r like older
hoping 4 more ACE =D
den rushed off 2 gala
4 marshall thing
started rainin
realli heavy
hoping it would last n the MP would get soaked
but turns out it didn't
anniwae
reached my position late
gd thing about my position woz there was company
n a walkie-talkie to listen to for entertainment
sometimes its really stupid
but my position was deserted
except dunno how many cabs n a pizza hut delivery man or smthin
it was still better than boarding sch ppl
after 2 boring shift went 4 the dinner
wow
where do i begin
probably when wen wei was dragged in
den sheng jie
n bondage started
in FULL U
1st time for everything
but this is major
even hongliang sir was hugged for the 1st time =D
den melvin also dragged in
den every 1 we know got bonded
n finally nick tang
n his badges n name tag got lost
gonna get extremely emo liao
i lost a badge too =(
hu cares
i still dunno who managed to see a bunch of clowns bonding like crazy tat day
n who exited thorugh the route where more than 8 lightsticks were flashed at them within less than 100m
which really looked stupid
failed to get run down any car
seetoh n randy nearly did
but here i m
trustin a facebook quiz that said i was stabbed on the back n killed 6 months ago
yep
i used to think my days were numbered
now its negatively numbered

still lost count of how many days left to 2010

9:44 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

almost 2 weeks nvr post
again
life nvr sucked more
i would be in a coma
or 2 put it simply
sleeping
if i weren't in badminton
aniwae
i screwed my msg
n emo-ing coz of many niao-ers
my screwed schedule
a doomed to slack off n die holidae
my failure to cease existing
n coz i feel like emo-ing =D
n lastly i wanna say tat
i enjoyed bootless drills
soaking my socks in mud
screwing full u on wet, muddy grass by crunching (?!?!?)
n some other stuff
wateva
cya around
hopefully at my grave
nobody...

?????? days to 2010 coz i lost count for the time being

10:19 PM

Friday, February 27, 2009

serious memory problems here
will try to recall

-last tuesday
no impression cept geog test

-last wednesday
no tests
but finally had RT
maybe the rain has smthin 2 do wif the i/c
but aniwae it wasn't that fun
i pumped coz nick chng waspunished for being to WANDOM i guess
so i joined in
as in the pumping
not the wandom stuff

-last thursday
history test
WANDOM soccer time during PE

-last friday
lss test postponed
relief...
training was wif *ifles
every1 shld noe how its pronounced
but aniwae
i guess its fun???
n ting yit mood swings again...

-last saturday
spam facebook apps
wasting wkend again

-last sunday
cheonging nuthin
in the end at least
auto bio not even started
coz i continued on facebook =D

-this monday
didn't screw up IS =D
n ms chua wasted like 4 successive periods
on 5 pages of a novel
a stupid worksheet
marshmallows
n marshmallow break =D
WTH

-this tuesday
screwed geog horribly
n some ppl juz keep niao-ing
gonna fail lss test nxt day coz i missing period b4 tat
n tat is ROAD SAFETY PARK =D
which was a failure =(
raining
at least there's coke
n ting yit mood swings again...

-this wednesday
maths + lss tests
officially test-free =D
during training
SURVIAVAL COOKING =D
cancelled coz of rain =(

-this thursday
didn't screw maths
but got niao-ed for history
WTF

-today
lotsa things
aniwae
PCME
25 mins on settling the usual probs with benny n lxd
wow
btw it never ended
n ms chua asked me to help them CO-OPERATE
try acheiving tat =D
btw its a new record i think
8 days without MC 4 ms chua =D
den after dat during training
record no 4 breaking *ifles
darren breaking 2 in 1 training
WTH
den 4 da smiley face signature
not my fault k
all my signatures have
den had a taste of changing parade
quite fun
n shld be ok if no u check afterwards =D
pt woz typical
den came the tok cok session =D
not much
until the bdae part
BONDING
lol
zhen quan n nick tang =D
zhen quan nvr retaliate
but nick was like ???!?!?
raped
but he wasn't violent
WTH
WANDOM
n btw
i m not liable for any posts =D
n i do not niao nick tang
lastly
ting yit mood swings again =D

quite summarized
but generally
my tests r screwed
gary dun niao
i hav tonnes of homework
my life sux
n near end
n lastly for NP ppl check facebook for the ANAGRAM =D

300 days to 2010
(wow, so fast ! =D)

9:55 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2009

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

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Monday, February 23, 2009

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9:46 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

behind time again
juz like i wasted it
i hope i'll be dead soon
suicide is foolish but worthy =D
predicting it soon
going to emo tmr
ani1 wanna go2?

305 days to 2010

10:39 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009

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Friday, February 20, 2009

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Thursday, February 19, 2009

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

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309 days to 2010

9:43 PM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

serious backlog 2 clear
like my homework
refer to the 27/2 post =D

310 days to 2010

9:41 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009

mugging begins
n gary is WEIRD
to put it simply
result of over mugging =D
aniwae
another random pic




guess who?
ain't he cute
looking at the cam while everyone else is falling in?
ahem...

311 days to 2010

8:04 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

join the npcc group on facebook =D
4 sec2'09 squad only




can't believe i bother to make this image
but hey
they rock! =D


312 days to 2010


1:50 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

valentine's day is a myth
but aniwae
i m getting more wandom
pointless even
take this question i ask for example
y does everyone ask:
which side r u taking bus
n answer wif:
hwa chong and/or nanyang side
lame ain't it
=D

313 days to 2010

7:59 PM

Friday, February 13, 2009

i foresee this post 2 be really long
the day was WANDOM!!!
aniwae
started off wif being forbidden to sleep during ca discussion
den during recess
translated "do not give us homework" into around 30 languages on the board
apparently it failed
mr rong juz said he appreciated it n told someone to rub it off
!!!!!!!
message not delivered
den during cf
test got 73 =D
i thought i screwed it
whoopee i guess
den
it"s training =O


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wednesday:

rained 4 the 3rd successive time =D
rt yet again postponed/cancelled
den went to weights
cheng hong beat up some1
omg
n its the trigger cause to NCOs SS (scolding session?) I (1[for idiots])
ting yit
REALLY PISSED

friday:

exaggerate waste of 2 pages of a notebook
in any case it resulted in SS II
n a really long stoning/reflection time
in which i spent ignoring the itch on my neck by counting the squares in front of me
121 diamonds
8100 squares
at driveway
nthin much
den mass pt
regretted spaming rounds ytd
but still had fun =D
debrief
hmmm
awful waste on time on i/c stuff
TO ALL PPL WHO CALLED ME POTENTIAL, NEXT AND/OR (NIL) SQUAD I/C -
LOSERS!!!

lol
futile attempts thx to qxy
but it is still inevitable my fate is doomed
n 1 guy joined np
1 more person to share the pain "joy"
last thing

ting yit
major mood swings =D
n some more WOWs
nick: u muz iron ur collar, so much that it stands on its own
ting yit: SHIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!
wth
wandom hands in ard photos
http://www.hci.sg/npcc/photoalbums/2009_ARD/big/44.JPG
http://www.hci.sg/npcc/photoalbums/2009_ARD/big/42.JPG
enjoy !!

p.s this post would contain all the various scams n lies by NCOs if it did not get me into trouble =(

314 days to 2010




10:36 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

latest emo trend
by spam rounds round the school
hi shawn! =D

315 days to 2010

10:28 PM